… a forlorn adieu.
I don’t wish to cause concern or fear about my safety or existence. Everything is fine within my headspace, and those desires have since been stricken.
However, the past half year has been arduous, and life has handed me pitfalls, yet it has also revealed another ally in my life whom I knew I had, though not the extent of their loyalty to me. The events that are most recent aren’t worth mentioning here. They include vile acts by others, and active legal actions are being taken - thus, my wording would need to be intricate and approved.
Just take note that I was not harmed, only played like a pawn willingly, as I was trying so hard to just bring a point to a fruitless and feeble attempt to carry the world on my own. Being a woman in a world currently being puppeted by the perversity of sick men and their minion-minded is not easy nor safe. We’ll leave it at that.
As for this blog. It’s time to stop trying to produce something of a living, let alone live my delusions of being able to keep up with it while also trying to maintain a life, pay my bills, and find a sense of self.
I’m not deleting or quitting fully and surely. Just no longer promising attention to something that has the lowest priority in my life and actions at the current time.
I just felt it needed to at least put punctuation to this end, or at least a hiatus of effort while I start working my way into a new career, new responsibilities, and honestly just new experiences.
Below, I leave you a photo of a small trip I took with KaiMei in Northwestern Arkansas. This old bridge was along an old roadway by an old church. The location escapes me, but it felt serene in its disconnect from the modern highway.
I wish all my readers, new or old, the best and my love!
Until life gifts me the time and security to return with stories or simply moments to write of.
💋 Rio Barbarella Kitten
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