First Time to LA...

...Rolling like a Rock Star Farce

Bonjour my loves~
Firstly; Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas, and Joyous whatever you celebrate!

In a way, my Christmas gift was received about two or three weeks ago (time flies, doesn't it?). While I have been a bit of a couch moocher while staying at Jag's place while my house has been getting repaired, I've mostly spent much of the time out and about & utilizing Jag's bodyguard, Bruno, as a stand-in shopping boyfriend. A few enjoyable days of gift buying and, admittedly, utilizing Bruno's feral senses to test outfits. I still tend to get wrapped up in being a bit of a sexual tease at times.

In all honesty, Bruno is a bit of a hunk-style guy. He gives off that mix of mild womanizer and soft teddy bear. He's not really my type, yet I have had intimacy with him in the past.

ANYWAYS! Back onto the topic. About two or three weeks ago, I made my first trip to Los Angeles, California. Jag, Bruno, KaiMei, a friend & her husband, along with myself.

Last year, the event was an in-person affair. Jag & the aforementioned friend, who goes by the nickname Pumpkin, had gone and wanted to go again this year.

This year, the event was streaming only. Thus, the group decided to go to LA and stay someplace to watch the stream. Jag set up an AirB&B that was amazing, yet also cost like $6K (!).

I'll have a photo below & a link to the website of this accommodation. It felt like being a rock star & I may have let our awards night bender get a bit wild on my part. I couldn't pass up some naughty pool fun with Kai Mei while we ordered food and watched the Awards show. 

Sourced from Air B&B Listing linked Below - Pool at Night

The Grove 5 Bedroom Villa - https://www.airbnb.com/rooms/15361680

The awards show was one hell of an interesting watch. We stayed the extended 3-day weekend & a huge culture shock (bucket list?) item to live like an LA high roller. I drank way too much alcohol while also eating well beyond my own body weight in food.

I loved the experience & I'd do it again! I'll wait until next year to find out if they are going again. I also must admit my jealousy of Pumpkin's occasional Japan trips.

An additional bucket list item I'd love to accomplish someday.

Until then, however. Have a great holiday darlings, & amazing New Year! Sending all my blown kisses and warm hugs!

xoxo

A first time...

 ... that wasn't as good as another first time.

In August I submitted, on a whim, what was the sum of my blog short bio to a publication. I did not expect much from it honestly. After a brief of radio silence, a response was received to what I would have expected.

Take this not as me bemoaning a author career I never had. I am just passing alone updates of this step from my comfort zone. I won't be tossing my hands to trash in disgust nor swearing from slathering emotion to paper. Just coming full circle on this first time submitting something outside of my bubble. 

I hope you are all enjoying the transition into spooky season and the chill of Autumn and Winter. I've already started wearing more of my long sleeve and sweaters as the temps drop and the girls get chilly. I'm sure others of the busty persuasion of figure can attest to the chill your breasts. I also, personally at least, am not always a fan of my nipples being noticed in my tops when the cold affects them. 

Silver's girlfriend and my fellow friend really enjoys the Halloween season. So we'll be enjoying a fun evening on Thursday for the Hallows Eve including food, friends, and maybe some fire water even.  It'll be fun!

Hoping i can be able to post more often, but life and the separation from the internet does tend to improve a already troubled mind. Our current timeline of life is bombarded by negative & pain for the sake of "content" that I honestly cannot be bothering my time with. I highly urge you all to spend time away from the internet and more with nature, friends, lovers, and yourself. 

Until our next digital meeting. kisses!

No fancy title...

... cuz' reasons

You can thank my cycle for my added presence this month, lovelies. More so, I desired to stay in bed all day today and need to feel like I am accomplishing a form of importance instead of impotence.

Two friends of mine have brought the internal tug-of-war within my literary space between my ears. The exceptionally talented of the two is an adjunct instructor of literary persuasion and has been encouraging me to submit writings to be published.

I've been supplied with a good starting step source website to look for appropriate options for publishers.

Yet, I am apprehensive. The mix of my shit self-esteem, undiagnosed ADHD potential, & self-doubt try to proverbially gang-bang me into feeling my writing is not suitable for publishment.

I have to shake those flakes of darkness & figure out the logistics of it all - as well as wait for Mother Nature to stop giving me period pains & listless moods.

I do hope to look into it more & being published would be a fun little gold star for my very shattered and jaded ego. We'll see in the future.

I'm going to finish my grilled cheese and soup and go to bed. I know it's hot as an oven outside, but I need my nostalgia comfort right now.

Until next time Lovelies! 💋